Dream dun come true...

last fews day i dream about my hostel kena sport check. due to i have too many illegal stuff at home and my senior pass the message for me too late, all of us cannot "hide" our things as fast as we could..
we hide ourselves, bla bla bla..forget wad the dream is d..~.~
but noe..is too scary! and i awake from the dream and keep think and think it again..

maybe cause of my negative thinking, i attracted those negative things come near me..

when i syok syok finish my mcD watching my outdated drama series..
my senior come tell me that call me faster "sorokkan" my things..cause she got the khabar angin said the sport check is near to us..
she told me that ytd ad start the sport check. then today continue..
i dunno where should i "sorokkan" my stuff..~.~
there are too BIG!
luckily, my roomate got a car..i throw all my stuff to her car.

but the worried and dunno how to describe eh feeling still nvr end.
although i have kept all those really really illegal stuffs, i still have my fan, lappie and handphones which never can leave me 1..

don't know when the sport check will be end...thinking 2ml wanna go somewhere else to hide for the whole day?
or stay at home think where i should keep my things and wad explanation i gave to them when they found out my things?
or just act normal for everything?

i really feel and wish i m not in IP now..the feeling make me so bad..
the worry-ness, scare-ness..非笔墨能形容

hope everything back to normal..let me pass this short sem..i wanna to move out..
i dun1 stay in this scary surrounding..@.@

or ii be a guai penghuni go pay my licences...LOL!

~G.O.D-B.L.E.S.S~
*emo*









*jeing, 22/1/10, 10.06pm*

GET.SET.GO!!!!

Life cannnot without purpose
everyone live with purpose
live with dream
the different is only

HOW BIG IS YOUR DREAM?

for some example:
shytman:
everyone think that explore how the magnum work is craziest things ever
but he can make it
*although just on the way*
but he dare to dream
haha

maomao:
she got a ridiculous relationship with the chef
but she beliefs on her faith
she know that is her HIM
she waits
she believes
God Bless Them

all the men in the gangz:
they have their own "doll" in UMS
maybe they say impossible 1 lah, bla bla bla
but
they are dare to dream about
one day maybe she will be mine


for me:
i have finally found what the purpose
i am in UMS

FOR STUDY!

this maybe cause of my mom keep send those encouraging messages for me
this made me got more and more incentive to go on!

I wish i can upgrade my pointer for the coming sem
I wish everything is going as smooth as now!
i just simple love the lifestyle now

i got the form to study!
i got the form to complete everything as fast as i could
i got the mood to do my studdies well
i will feel stress when i cannot finished them
i will worry about my undone assignments and tutorials homework

AND
i have done a list of what i wanna achieve in this year 2010

somehow,
i everyday also have a to-do list
and i tried to finish all in the list
for these few days..
everything is going fine!

i know i am the best 1
hahahaha!!!



THE GANG!!
wish us all the best!!
we will achieve what we want for this year!
Gambatè




everyone have their own dream
dare to dream
and
work for your dream







*jeing, 20/1/10, 1.15am*

::Says I Love You::

After these few years
dunno why
you still have a place for you to stay
in my heart


no matter how long
there's always a place for you


but the only things i cannot do is
i dun have the brave to show my love to you again

i scare
i nervous
i don't want lost you again

i rather like the condition now
just like nothing happen
because
i still can have you by side
when i need you


i just wanna by your side
be the one always support you
just normal no crush on each other

just be your trust-able friend
share your happiness and sadness
because
love can be faded but not friendship

i lost you before
i tried to get you back before
finally
you choose to leave also


lastly and now

i still want to tell u




Je T'aime





"When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between your fingers, remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever"
*i still remember the warmth from your hand,
you always in my mind*










*jeing, 11/1/10, 1.50am*

Mummy!!! Are you proud of me???

in a fine day
when i am surfing the net...
out of my surprise...
i saw something!!!!!!

i know
maybe that's my dream one day
i cannot imagine
that really happen once in my life time



click HERE to know more




i really wanna thanks to my parent
without them, no me
i really really appreciate what they gave me
this is the time for me to repay their hardship




THANKS! =)




*jeing, 9/1/10, 12.06am*

2nd Sem 1st class

this should be officially the 1st class..cause last week that accounts class only few of us attend..
the APK class..quite nice the lecturer..at least better than Dayu Sansalu--my 1st sem 1st class lecturer..LOL!!!
we waited the lecturer super long in dkp9--the most far dkp..~.~
endless path to the dkp9..zzzzZZzzz
my lecturer came in and take a seat among student..then all of us thought "aiks, guess wrong..that's student" then all of us continue chit-chat...
after few minutes he stand up and walk to the stage..@.@ pengsan!!! that's our lecturer..~.~
lecture and lecture and lecture..he got lot of stories to share..LOLx! then keep flirt with the orange baju kurung girl and her friends and 4 1st row men in the hall~.~
the best of this sub is NO FINAL!! TeeHee!!! all the assignments are counted marks...
and the group is divided by the SPE staff...aiks! hope me can be grouped in a group ppl which is nice 1..hahaha!!!

Done of my 1st section of the day..waiting for the night part...

when every1 heard of Teknik dan Kemahiran Belajar----
"DROP IT LA!!! IF NOT U DIE!!!"
then i continue, i take ARU CLASSS----
"DIE YOU!!!"
LOLx!!!
but no choice....no ppl drop out other class, we just can continue taking this class..~.~
in our imagination:
ARU--some1 super strict! is ah bu nei nei! BIG eyes! is a male!

take this imagination we waited him outside the class..hahaha!!!!
1st...got 1 ah bu nei nei come...with quite big eyes...quite fierce his face...
we all steady and wait him walk towards us...~~~cheh..tht's not ARU... another class lecturer(?)student(?)
2nd...another ah bu nei nei come...again disappointed us..NOT HIM!!!

Finally!! that's him!!!
really..his eyes!!! SO BIG!!! and ROUND!
and his eyes keep open 1...i rarely see him blink his eyes..~.~ *it's true*
we got our class and start our class
he is not as strict as we all imagine
he got a lot of jokes too..maybe wanna left a good image for us? not to drop him???

O-Obama
B-Born
A-Africa
M-Managing
A-America

he teach 1..LOL!!! and the Mahathir/Badawi grouping..LOL!!!
i also forget what meaning d...i just know 1 is more democratic..

rupa-rupanya-----Tanjung Rambutan in Sabah call Bukit Padang..LOL!!!
if not mistaken...or mis-listening..~.~
and is so-called Hospital Bahagia..hahaha!!!

when we wana start to divide into groups...another big problem happen...he wants us to divide into multi-racial group... but all of us are chinese..muahaha!!! really.. is ALL chinese..
no choice.hahaha!! then another problem occur when he said wana multi-school...
MOST of us is from SPE..only 2 of them is from other school..MUAHHAHA!!!
no choice..he said multi-course..LOLx!!
and i found out among us...MOST of us is from IB-International Business


NO handphones*silent mode also cannot*
NO late to class*late for 5minutes no door in*
the rules of class..
in his whole section..actually not as scary as i imagine..maybe is the 1st class??

and make appointment before go find him
REASON:
if not, after 3 years degree..u ended up with the skin cancer..*explore too much under the big sun*

before ended the class..
he Boom OUT another things...
OUR billie JI become the class monitor..hahaha!!!
Billie JI got a new name--TAIPING..LOL!!!

i think we all wont drop this sub..
1st is no other class for us to be chosen
2nd billie ji become the class monitor *he said ARU pandang tinggi him*
3rd---erhmm..give some1 some chances..LOL!!

so..
try my best get all the marks from Mr.ARU then..^^

*jeing, 6/1/10, 2.42pm*

start my movie life in UMS

hahahaha!!
since 26/12 i came back to KK
i have been watched 4 movies in total!!
hahaha :D

1st--Sherlock Holmes(27/12)
i wanna watch the bodyguard assassin 1..but billie watched it in Taiping d..
so..
sherlock holmes loh..we are flexible 1..muahaha!!!
quite boring at starting
last part of the movie quite interesting..hahaha

2nd--Alvin and the Chipmunks (28/12)
since this is cartoon..no need to call up the guys
i sure will kena them screw....and reject
i call up mao mao go with me..hahaha!!!
never disappointed me..she agree and we watched it together
the chipmunks are too cute..!!! hahaha
most unbelievable...1 malaysia
i heard ke lian lo, pity, and kesiannya at the same time..LOL!!!
but the kesiannya make me so bad..~.~
so weird to hear it..hahaha!!! wonder..@.@

3rd--Bodyguards and Assassin (30/12)
finally and finally
i can watch this..since i in penang i wanna watch this
pity billie going to watch Avatar alone..muahahah!!!
our tua eh and soan yong finally come back d..
emo king all movies watched d..so...he went back IP alone..LOL!!!

4th--Bandslam (2/1)
damn sia sui when go buy the movie ticket
i have no idea that is SATURDAY and still ask why din have the student price for the movie
maybe that's too long for my holiday mood
i have forgot i am in which day.!!!hahaha
quite a nice movie :D


hahaha!!!
that's my movie life here!!!
no doubt
that's my only entertainment here...
so~~~
i maybe will watch all movies in the cinema..LOL
*except for those really can't swim 1 movie la*evil laugh

IT"S MY LIFE!!





*jeing, 3/1/10, 10.00pm*

The 1st post in 2010

i think this is the 1st year that i didn't celebrate with family nor friends
but get lots of wishes from them

thanks ho weiyong still remember to phone me and wish me happy new year although u all celebrate in tanjung aru...thanks you peiwen and yunlee too

thanks billie to open webcam to show wad they did in campus..thanks swc, thanks mao mao

thanks those sms-es from my friends

appreciate everything

wish u all

HAPPY NEW YEAR




*jeing, 1/1/10, 12.06am*