Alone?BeAlone?

today when i walked go out for my lunch
the guard talked with me

this not the 1st time he saw me walking alone go out d
and 2day he asked me
"kenapa sentiasa seorang saja?UMS tak ada kawan kah?"
i just smile smile say nothing

hmm
maybe i ad used to walk alone in hostel area
being alone in hostel
everyday go back to hostel
is the only moment i can stay alone

i got friend stay in IP
but
they got their own friends
they go out with their friends
they got their own life

so
i just stay alone
actually nothing is so scary to be alone
shopping alone in Giant
enjoying the air-con
eating alone in the kopitiam
enjoying my meal
filling water alone at the RO station
nothing to share if got partner..LOL
lepak-ing in Taman Indah Permai
enjoying myself with everything

maybe when u got a partner will be a better things
but since there is no
alone also not a bad things

i should think in another way too
other people wanna be alone also no have chance
they are too shy to refuse their friend's accompany
hahahahhaa!!!


i am happy with it
i used to it
i am okay with it

.A.L.O.N.E.




*jeing, 11/10/09, 5.00pm*